In the first few days of 2010 I had a miscarriage at 13 weeks. I never knew that tiny little life, but I loved that baby every day while he/she was alive. I loved my child, prayed everyday over that precious soul and made plans for our future. Please know that I don’t mourn this little one anymore. However, although I don’t carry the pain of all that happened, it doesn’t mean that I don’t miss that little bubba whenever I think of them 🙂

Today, that baby would have been four… so I send this happy birthday message up to heaven.

I love you darling one. Happy 4th Birthday! I still think about you and all the things we didn’t get to do together. But it’s ok sweet-heart, you’re with Jesus and I know that you’ll be having so much fun with Him. Do you laugh together all the time? I think you do. Part of me is jealous really, you beat me to Him!

Please say hi to Timothy, August, Rebecca Faith, Israel and the other babes who have no names on earth. Tell them that we love them too, we miss you all, we will not forget you. We don’t know why you’re not here, but we know that God is good… all the time. Give Jesus a big kiss for me! I’ll see you all real soon.

Love Mummy xxoo